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Sunday, December 24, 2006

been back from hong kong for quite sometime already. hong kong was great :D enjoyed myself thoroughly and it was REALLY memorable. i managed to laugh a lot and was kept happy. we are really silly people. oh yes and the guys there look much better than the guys here. haha. you can really just stand and people watch. we walked like mad everyday and huihui is damn funny she acts like a mother always scolding me and wq to wake up and all. and huihui had some interesting time there man. haha.

i've been thinking about planning for another trip for next year. let's go like taiwan or bangkok or japan next time! and since back it felt good for the few meet-ups i had :) and shou! i still haven't seen your face yet! but i will always love talking to you on the phone.

and for vivian (though i doubt she'll read this): i'm happy for you and really hope everything will be fine :) you are so cute. haha.

and now for some photos since i'm lazy to type out about what we did:

too bad kai wasn't in any of the photos because i didn't bring out the camera on that day. but kai you were still part of the fun time!

bye i'm back to youtubing :D

love you like a sister;
10:42 pm

Monday, December 11, 2006

at times, i don't feel satisfied with my life but i think of the people who worry about their three meals everyday, those starving kids and i feel lucky to be just here. i'm trying to learn how to be contented and happy. i'm trying to learn not to always look at others in envy. because it only ends up making me feel so empty. it makes me feel like i'm nothing.

it seems that now as i get older, less things are able to make me happy. things that make me really laugh and smile in my heart. it's really sad. when we were all younger we were so much more carefree and easily happy. that is why for people who can make me smile in my heart, i really love you. a pity i am not good at expressing love. haha.

anyway, strange dreams left me feeling dazed. it caused me to question myself and i decided not to think about it. best option :)

and i'm looking forward to going hong kong :D for now i'm excited kid. haha. i loveee taking planes.

love you like a sister;
10:45 pm